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<h3 class="text-center"><a href="others/schizo.html">Mahjong Soul of the week</a></h3>
<p>I think I'm just done with this game<br>
Whenever I riichi, someone else riichi and IPPATTTSSSUUUUUDORA DORA
DORA DORA DORA fuck off<br>
Whenever I use BELIEVE DAHOU and chase riichi or push because I got sick of
folding.... ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOON<br>
I actually got lucky once today and got a SHOUSANGEN TENPAI wow it's been like
half a year since I got this and ofcouse the next discard my opponent won a 3900 win off me lmao.</p>

<p>Today I planned to just "just 1 game then go sleep", but now it's been 6 last place in a row. not a single
TSUMO today. kanchan? penchan? ryanmen? shanpon, or even 3 sided wait? doesn't matter. TSUMO is not in my
dictionary because Tsumo requires actual luck as opposed to Ron that requires mistakes from opponents.</p>

<p>I don't even care about rank, I just want to WIN. I want to WIN. WIN a hand, WIN a round. I want to fucking
TSUMO. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO WIN OFF PURE LUCK AND NOT DEPENDING ON MY OPPONENT MISTAKE. I WANT TO BELIEVE IN
MYSELF AND DRAW MY OWN WINNING TILE, but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO that just can'tt happen..</p>

<p>I should've never played a game that heavily involved luck in the first place.</p>

<p>I've always been in unlucky in every single aspect of my life, so why the fuck did I think that maybe I could
be lucky in video games? no bitch, it's the fact that I can't EVEN be lucky in video games, that of course I
couldn't get any luck in more important stuff like my life.<br>
I should focus on my wageslaving to maxx my
income so I can retire then LIVE FRUGALLY and DO NOTHING until I rot and die. that's my #2 life dream. my #1 is
to be a luckshitter that doesn't need to try, yet WIN everything in whatever</p>

<p>anyway, is there any way I can give away my account? or just delete it?<br>
I"m fucking sick of this game that constantly reminds me how WORTHLESS my luck is, that I am an inherently
unlucky person</p>

<p>fuck god, fuck luck, fuck fate and fuck my life<br> I wanna kms.</p>
<p>There was no way to win this hand. It was trash, junk, waste, rubbish. Its beriah had created an artificial world of restriction preventing all who hoped to win it from doing so, caught with their desires just out of reach like Tantalus in Hades. How could I, with my puny arms, hope to win a hand so impossibly trash? "Latin latin latin latin latin (ruby text ruby text ruby text)" the wall mocked me as it howled with the effervescent laughter of a thousand cherubic demons. This hand could not be won. It had been deemed trash forever, any attempts to reach tenpai with it doomed to fail, myself inevitably the next in line. The FOREKNOWLEDGE that this draw had brought me had also shown me all of a billion million possible futures, and lo for it had noten in all of them. Nothing and no thing could be done to change the status of this hand. The impossible human cognition of 'yaku' could simply not be transposed upon it by a fragile mortal mind. It was garbage and sealed beyond what any attempt to win it could say. This hand could not be won.</p>

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